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                                        think of the purpose my life now suddenly has !




i was so lost and so depressed and lonely

and i have to admit i hated my body



                                                who could ever love an empty body ?

                                                                        i couldnt

                   
                    i didnt see the point in sustaining a body that couldnt sustain a body







i didnt eat

i mean     on purpose

i mean


                      why should i keep a body functional when it clearly isnt functional ?